Chapter
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Epigraph
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Sources
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One
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I’m certain some will feel threatened by this record. Some few may feel liberated. Most will simply feel that it should not exist.
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From Oathbringer, preface
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Two
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I needed to write it anyway.
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From Oathbringer, preface
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Four
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I know that many women who read this will see it only as further proof that I am the godless heretic everyone claims.
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From Oathbringer, preface
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Five
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I can point to the moment when I decided for certain this record had to be written. I hung between realms, seeing into Shadesmar—the realm of the spren—and beyond.
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From Oathbringer, preface
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Six
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I thought that I was surely dead. Certainly, some who saw farther than I did thought I had fallen.
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From Oathbringer, preface
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Seven
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I did not die. I experienced something worse.
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From Oathbringer, preface
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Eight
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That moment notwithstanding, I can honestly say this book has been brewing in me since my youth.
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From Oathbringer, preface
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Nine
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The sum of my experiences has pointed at this moment. This decision.
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From Oathbringer, preface
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Ten
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Perhaps my heresy stretches back to those days in my childhood, where these ideas began.
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From Oathbringer, preface
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Twelve
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I ask not that you forgive me. Nor that you even understand.
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From Oathbringer, preface
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Thirteen
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I ask only that you read or listen to these words.
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From Oathbringer, preface
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Fourteen
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In this record, I hold nothing back. I will try not to shy away from difficult topics, or paint myself in a dishonestly heroic light.
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From Oathbringer, preface
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Fifteen
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I will express only direct, even brutal, truth. You must know what I have done, and what those actions cost me.
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From Oathbringer, preface
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Sixteen
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For in this comes the lesson.
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From Oathbringer, preface
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Seventeen
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It is not a lesson I claim to be able to teach. Experience herself is the great teacher, and you must seek her directly.
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From Oathbringer, preface
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Eighteen
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You cannot have a spice described to you, but must taste it for yourself.
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From Oathbringer, preface
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Twenty
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However, with a dangerous spice, you can be warned to taste lightly. I would that your lesson may not be as painful as my own.
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From Oathbringer, preface
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Twenty-one
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I am no storyteller, to entertain you with whimsical yarns.
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From Oathbringer, preface
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Twenty-two
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I am no philosopher, to intrigue you with piercing questions.
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From Oathbringer, preface
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Twenty-three
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I am no poet, to delight you with clever allusions.
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From Oathbringer, preface
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Twenty-four
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I have no doubt that you are smarter than I am. I can only relate what happened, what I have done, and then let you draw conclusions.
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From Oathbringer, preface
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Twenty-five
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I will confess my murders before you. Most painfully, I have killed someone who loved me dearly.
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From Oathbringer, preface
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Twenty-seven
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I will confess my heresy. I do not back down from the things I have said, regardless of what the ardents demand.
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From Oathbringer, preface
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Twenty-eight
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Finally, I will confess my humanity. I have been named a monster, and do not deny those claims. I am the monster that I fear we all can become.
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From Oathbringer, preface
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Twenty-nine
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So sit back. Read, or listen, to someone who has passed between realms.
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From Oathbringer, preface
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Thirty
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Listen to the words of a fool.
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From Oathbringer, preface
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Thirty-one
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If they cannot make you less foolish, at least let them give you hope.
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From Oathbringer, preface
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Thirty-two
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For I, of all people, have changed.
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From Oathbringer, preface
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